Lost and found.

Feeling so lost,

My dreams untouched, have become coated with frost.

I don’t know where I am nor where I am headed,

My courage eluded me, it’s like it was shredded.

One moment I had it all worked out

Then suddenly creeps in the demon of self-doubt.

Look forward the road seems foggy. 

I couldn’t think straight, I was groggy.

Confused, restless and frustrated 

You couldn’t help but think the this path was ill-fated.

This was the most challenging phase of life yet

I couldn’t think of reaching the goals I had set.

However, this time was the one most integral to reach my prime.

Self-doubt, confusion and restlessness are all essential crimes.

They force you to question, they force you to think,

When going full throttle they ask you to stop, and blink.

In the darkest of moments, when you are truly lost,

Lost but still pushing yourself to think at any cost 

Thinking when there seems to be no clear direction to your thought

When there seems to be no way out, caught in the tightest of spots.

There will be a moment in the dark,

A moment where the friction within you will ignite a spark.

You will then come out swinging,

Full of belief your punches will be stinging.

The smile will return, the road ahead will start to clear.

You will then realize that your best friend was your fear.

For where there is fear there a choice to run or to fight.

If you chose to stand and fight, the road ahead will leave the chasing pack out of sight.

Feeling so lost, I found myself at a steep cost,

But it’s got me a burning belief and close to my dreams covered with frost.